Now / Nun aŭ La Daŭre Malfrua Tempopunkto

This Moment / Ĉi Tiu Momento / (as of 2026-04-13)

Contemplating now-ness, and whether I or this page can ever truly embody it, and if so, whether such an embodiment has anything to teach anyone. This page is named after the present, and yet, most of these /now pages, are about the past. This pageTo be fair, however, calling this page «recent» is not very catchy. cannot be about the present, any more than a photograph is.

This page, this matrix of pixels, is about la daŭre malfrua tempopunkto, which, approximately, means, «the continuously/perpetually delayed time-point».

It is about the intersection of the present and the future, and thusly, also the past. I am, now and forever, reading and writing, inhaling and exhaling, ticking and tocking.

The slow drip of time, of course changes the details, the texture, the color. Details, small and without gravity, when compared against la daŭre malfrua tempopunkto, are below ifIf something, if nothing, if anything, if everything..

Details / Malgravaj Etaĵoj

Building a precise model of this grotesque, duplicitous world.

Journaling my own dreams, documenting the dreams of others.

Learning how to put broken promises back together.

Working on what may be my final software project, before I hang up the s-expressions.

Also found out, in 2025, that I have an autoimmuneImagine that your immune system is so enthusiastic, about doing its job, that it starts attacking your body. thing going on, and am learning to enjoy fewer things.